September 13, 2018

Humbled in Oregon

After experiencing a string of archery success, I was put in my place last week by the elk in Eastern Oregon. I met up with my good friend and hunting mentor, Jake, for a week of hunting over Labor Day.


The first day of hunting started out promising enough. As I sat water after backpacking in a couple of miles, a lone cow elk drank for several minutes at 50 yards. As it was the first day and I was hoping to shoot a bull, I passed on this first cow (my tag was good for any elk). A short while later, another cow came to drink at 130 yards. I took some video but didn't try to move in for a shot. A little while later, a cow, calf, and spike bull came in. I drew on the spike bull at about 35 yards at which point they all spooked. A few minutes later, a second spike bull, two cows, and two calves came in. Once again, I spooked the group when I tried to draw. This time the spike was at about 20 yards.

I was only half committed to shooting a spike anyway, at this point, so I wasn't too upset that things didn't go my way. In fact, I was stoked that my "secret" water hole location was working out so well. I knew it was a matter of time until a mature bull came in.


The entire next day, no elk came in, and there was no sign that there were any elk in the entire valley. Same the next morning, so we packed back out to the trucks to hunt a different area. Over the next few days we found small herds and isolated elk here and there.


On about the fourth day, I was in the process of crossing a valley to sneak in on a small herd near the opposite ridge. As I neared the bottom of the drainage, I heard what sounded like a bull raking its antlers on a tree. Thinking it must be close if I could hear raking, I promptly took off my boots and donned my extra pair of socks. I entered stealth mode and began closing the distance.

I got my first glimpse of the bull and ranged it at 98 yards. He was raking the hell out of a large bush. With eyes on the bull to know when he was completely preoccupied, I continued to close the distance. I ranged him again at 70 yards, trying not to notice that it was a mature, 6-point bull, much larger than any elk I had ever been this close to. At 60 yards I ran out of cover, but the bull continued to feed and rake in my direction.

Soon enough, he was broadside at 50 yards. When his head was down feeding, I drew my bow without being detected. I settled my 50-yard pin over his vitals and released, confident that the meat was as good as in my freezer. Then I hear the heartbreaking sound of arrow exploding on rock - a clean miss. I was shocked. I never miss my target at that distance and had recently made a great 42 yard shot on a mule deer.

After my shot, the bull looked up, wondering what just happened. He took a few steps and resumed feeding. I would get a second chance! I re-ranged the bull, thinking perhaps I aimed for the wrong distance. A giant bull elk at 50 yards seems much closer, so I did not trust my instincts. After taking a couple steps, the bull was now at 48 yards. I again was able to draw undetected, settled my 50 yard pin a little below the center of his vitals, and released. Same result. Arrow shatters on rocks behind the elk. As shocked as I was at missing the first time, multiply that by 10 for missing twice in a row.

The bull moved about 10 yards this time before resuming his raking and feeding ritual. I grew angry with myself for screwing up such a textbook stalk with such embarrassing shooting. If the elk was going to stick around, I was going to move in for a closer shot as he was now behind a hedge of bushes. When I was about 30 yards away and all I cold see was his antlers in the bush, the bull had finally moved across the hillside far enough that he was down wind of me. Once he caught my scent, he was off, never to be seen again.

I was emotionally crushed to have worked so hard for just such an opportunity only to botch what should be the easiest part. It took me a couple of days to get out of my funk, and by then my week of hunting was nearing its end. I was torn between appreciating the amazing close encounter I had with feeling terrible that I screwed it up. Had I shot slightly straighter, I likely would have wounded the elk, never recovered it, and felt even worse. I tried to take consolation in the fact that my shots were super shitty instead of just a little bit shitty, but that didn't really work.

Over the last few days we saw and chased elk, but I never had another legitimate opportunity. I learned multiple lessons from my experience that I hope will prevent me from making the same mistake again. Perhaps more importantly, I did some serious reflection on why I hunt and how I define success. I put too much pressure on myself to come home with meat. When this doesn't happen, I feel like I've failed and struggle to appreciate all of the amazing experiences I have during the pursuit.

Jake did manage to get a grouse with his longbow, so we didn't get totally skunked
With a solid string of success, I subconsciously developed expectations of coming home with a full cooler. I'm working to adjust my expectations to coming home with multiple great memories, and to consider it a bonus if the cooler is full. I should get a chance to exercise my new expectations next weekend when I return to Oregon to hunt the final weekend of the archery season.

August 26, 2018

Squamish 50k

For the last few months, I've been training for a 50 km trail run that I signed up for in Squamish, B.C. This never would have happened if it weren't for my good friend, Graham. Graham is an avid ultra runner - the one who inspired me to train for and run my first 50k race last November. Shortly after that race, we were trying to find an excuse to hang out (Graham lives in Bellingham, about 2 1/2 states north of me). Graham suggested we sign up for a 50k in British Columbia that he'd heard good things about. I agreed, and he made it clear to me that I had to sign up online at 7am on a particular day, the day race registration opened. We both did this and he was right, the race sold out in about an hour.

Picking up our race packets the day before as 50 mile racers were finishing

Fast forward about nine months to last Sunday, and we find ourselves waking up at 4:20 am on a friend's boat in the harbor near the finish line of the race. We catch a school bus full of runners to the start about 25 minutes away. About 1/3 of the runners in the race were running the 50/50, which means they ran 50 miles yesterday and woke up to run another 50 km today. I always find these experiences humbling.

The start at Alice Lake

The race starts promptly at 6:15 am, and Graham and I begin shuffling. For the next 7.5 hours we run up and down hills in beautiful Pacific forest. We trust the views would have been spectacular, but couldn't see much more than 200 yards on account of the forest fire smoke.

Although I'm sure Graham could have gone faster, we ended up running the whole race together. After 7 hours and 44 minutes on the trail, we finished together with a well-coordinated simultaneous heel click over the finish line.

At the finish line

As per usual, the race organizers didn't want anyone complaining that they got shorted. The race ended up being a little over 32 miles (whereas a 50k would be 31) with nearly 8,000 feet of elevation gain. We finished just inside of the top 100 in a field of over 350.


I felt surprisingly good at the end. Tired, but the knees and other joints seemed completely intact. Good enough that in the week since the race, I've been on a few more runs. I imagine I'll do some more of these races, but not sure if I have the desire to up my training to prepare for the next level, a 50 miler.

August 25, 2018

Zero to Hero: Nevada Archery Mule Deer

Early this summer I found out I drew an archery tag to hunt mule deer in Nevada. Immediately and simultaneously I was both excited and struck with the realization that I had no idea what I was doing. I'd never really archery hunted mule deer before, just chased them opportunistically while pursuing elk. On top of that, I would be hunting in an area I had never been and would not have time to scout. I wasn't sure how I was going to take the time off work to make it happen, but after staring a hole in my calendar I was able to force a long weekend during the season opener.


I drove to central Nevada the day before the season opened, drove up a "road" I had identified on a map, and scratched the shit out of my truck as I bushwhacked up into the hills. From here I backpacked in a few miles through very dry country, carrying several liters of water. As I steadily gained elevation, the environment gradually transitioned into classic mule deer habitat.

I ended up camping at about 8,000 feet. Above this elevation, the vegetation changes from dense juniper and pine to patches of mahogany and aspen. That first night I sat on a ridge above my camp and glassed the edges of timber. With the weight of water in my pack, I opted not to bring my spotting scope. I immediately regretted this when I spotted a few deer that first evening and was unable to identify if they had antlers (my tag was only good for bucks). As an interesting aside, I found it difficult when glassing to sift through all the feral horses to find the deer. I found multiple herds of around 30 horses, and the ground everywhere was churned up from their passing.



The next morning I went back to my glassing spot. I relocated some of the same deer I found the night before and also found one or two new ones. At this point, I was not optimistic about heading home with meat, so I was happy to attempt a stalk on any legal animal. I decided that one of the deer I saw near a patch of aspens way above me had a good chance of being a small buck, so I spent the late morning and early afternoon of opening day moving closer.

As I eased near the area where I had previously spotted the deer, I saw a flicker of fur as a deer stood up from its bed about 60 yards away and relocated to stay in the shade. A short while later, I saw two more deer do the same - a doe and two small bucks. I tried to convince myself that this was it. I was going to shoot one of these two bucks. I was about half successful.

I eased in closer as the deer were bedded. Over the next hour, I was able to get within about 45 yards and had a couple of shooting lanes. As it was late afternoon, I knew the deer would eventually get up and start feeding. When they did, I would be ready and likely have a shot. After about another hour, the doe stood up and bounded aggressively in a 40-foot circle, stood still for a moment, and ran downhill. One of the bucks stood up a few seconds later, looked around calmly, then ran downhill and out of site. The opportunity I was sure would present itself did not. The other buck vanished without a trace. So much for opening day success. It was at this point I reminded myself of the fortune cookie paper that is taped to my bow case: "You may lose the small ones, but win the big ones."

Back to the big picture. I wanted to find more deer. In the valley I had backpacked into I was only able to locate two small bucks. I was hesitant to travel too far in such dry country where water was difficult to find in order to explore new terrain, and the water I packed in was running out. After much deliberation, I decided to glass from my current location the following morning, and if I didn't find any more deer, would pack out and attempt to drive to the top of the main ridge, where roads and trails were marked on the map. From there I would plan to car camp.

After a couple of dead ends and a few hours of driving around on jeep roads that were more than my bald-tired truck was prepared for, I eventually found myself on top of the main ridge I had been looking up to from my previous camp. I found a suitable spot to car camp and promptly headed out to locate a glassing point. About a mile from my truck, I found a nob on a ridge with good views into the drainage south of the one I had previously been in. I had just sat down with my binoculars and spotting scope when I noticed a small buck run through the meadow beneath me. I ranged him at about 65 yards when he paused briefly, which happened to be during a pretty strong wind gust. If he was still standing there when the wind died, I planned to shoot. Once again, this did not work out as planned.

As dusk rolled around, I started seeing deer. Antlers were clear in my binoculars, and the spotting scope made watching these more mature bucks very exciting. I located a group of two and a group of four bucks, all more nature than anything I had seen thus far. I decided to watch and attempt to pattern the bucks that night as the nearest group was over 600 yards away and a late evening stalk didn't seem reasonable at the time. I also didn't want to spook these bucks that seemed very content and unpressured. My eventual attempt would be calculated and characterized by patience and stealth. At the end of day two, I found the drainage I would hunt for the next two days until my hunt was over and I had to return to work.


The next morning I relocated most of the bucks I saw the night before and found another group of three. I watched the group of three until they bedded in a small patch of mahoganys. After watching them for a while and planning a stalk, I decided they were in a location where I could potentially get within range. I would use a large draw between me and them to get within about 350 yards, relocate the bedded bucks from there, use another large draw to get within about 100 yards, and then hope I could be sneaky enough to get within about 50 yards for a shot. The first part of this went well, and I relocated the bucks from 350 yards, in the same place I had left them. When I got to 100 yards, they were either gone or I was looking at the wrong patch of mahogany. I crept in to where they were bedded, confirmed this was in fact where they were, and sat while I tried to figure out if and how I had spooked them. This whole hunt I had been making it a point to intentionally learn from each experience in attempt to, maybe, just maybe, learn enough to be successful. A few minutes later I heard faint voices from the adjacent drainage.

These bucks were not as unpressured as I thought. I hiked back out of the canyon feeling confident that I did not prematurely blow my stalk. I hoped that today's activity in the drainage wouldn't blow all the bucks out for the next couple days, as I knew I would not likely locate them again with my limited time.

Buck Canyon
The next morning I attempted to find the buck that crossed underneath me two days prior on top of the ridge. I found a doe with two fawns and stalked in on them for practice. I got within 60 yards of the doe. As I ranged the doe, she seemed to hear the slightest sound, sounds I could easily get away with from the same distance when hunting elk. Another lesson learned as I upped my respect for mule deer ears.

When I was done toying with the doe, I made my way back to the other side of the ridge and immediately spotted a buck feeding along the edge of some aspens about 350 yards away. I quickly took my boots off, donned my extra pair of socks, planned a stalk, and tried to intercept the feeding buck. Once again, this failed to work out. When I returned to my pack and boots, I realized I hadn't made it as far as I thought and I was nowhere near my planned interception point.

Back at my glassing point, I spotted what looked like an enormous deer. The deer quickly turned into the first elk I had seen all trip - a raghorn bull. Above the bull I spotted a buck feeding near the top of a small patch of aspens. I was sure this was one of the two bucks I had seen two days earlier. I watched the buck and bull for a while until another bull became visible. I decided to move from my distant perch to one about 350 yards from the aspen patch that seemed to be home to one or two bucks. From this new vantage point, I would be better able to keep tabs on the deer. If it followed the path it did two evenings prior, I had a plan to position myself for a shot.

Once at 350 yards, I could not relocate the deer. I was optimistic that they were still in the same aspen patch so I decided to wait them out. After a late morning thunderstorm, I saw not one, but two bucks get up and feed. I continued to watch them for most of the afternoon as several more thunderstorms rolled through. After each one they would get up and feed. At 3:00 I decided to make my move. If they were going to feed in the middle of the day, I was going to take advantage of it.

I had a large drainage for concealment that, if all went as planned, would get me within shooting range. As I came up the opposite side of the drainage, I gradually got stealthier and stealthier. 100 yards from the top, I took off my pack and boots, put on my extra pair of socks, made sure my face paint was solid, and went into kill mode. I slowly and silently moved toward the mahogany on the ridge top that I carefully marked for my stalk, taking only a couple of steps at a time. About 60 yards from my pack, and at least another 60 to the mahogany, I spotted one of the bucks skylined on the ridge above me, aggressively feeding on a sparse bush that served as the only object separating me from him. I immediately froze, and when I was convinced the buck hadn't seen me, I slowly reached for my range finder. He stared me down after seeing my arm move, so I froze again. When he went back to feeding I continued the process of ranging the deer. After repeating this dance several times, I managed to range the buck at 43 yards at a relatively steep angle above me. As he continued feeding, he turned so that he was quartered away, still behind the bush and head down. I took this opportunity to draw my bow. I settled the 40-yard pin behind his front shoulder, did my best to account for all the angles (quartering away, uphill, etc.), reminded myself not to jerk the release and just shoot like I'm shooting at a target, and released.

I didn't see where my arrow struck, but I heard the sound I wanted to hear - the sound of an arrow piercing the chest cavity of a deer. Upon impact the buck bounded out of site in a single leap. Heart pounding, I did my best not to get too excited as I had not yet recovered the deer. I went back to my pack to put my boots on, regroup, and give the buck a chance to expire. When I left my pack, I was prepared for a multiple hour stalk through at least one thunderstorm. Little did I know I would be returning about 5 minutes later having put an arrow through one of the biggest bucks I had seen the entire trip!

I slowly made my way back to the flagging I placed at my shot location. I walked up the hill to the deer's location at the time of the shot and put a flag there, next to a sage brush covered in bright red blood - lung blood. I looked around to see if the buck had bounded off a ways but was not yet dead. Seeing nothing, I began following the blood trail. After about a 100 yards straight downhill . . .


This sight was immediately followed by an involuntary fist pump with my bow-carrying hand. It was finally time to get excited! I had accomplished what I was beginning feel was impossible! The process of constant, intentional learning, hard work, and unfounded optimism had paid off! As always, my excitement was tempered by my sadness for ending the life of such an amazing animal. These deer are truly impressive animals.


My forensic analysis of the shot suggests that I pierced both lungs, just missing the heart. The broadhead stuck in the back side shoulder, which explains why I found my arrow shaft lying on the ground half way through the tracking process. Based on the amount and location of blood, the tracks, and the shot placement, it appears the deer sprinted downhill after being shot and died mid-stride about 8 seconds later after travelling about 120 yards. I couldn't be happier with the shot placement and quick, clean kill.

I quickly set to work butchering the animal, completely deboning the meat in the field so I could pack it out in a single, heavy load. I estimate my pack weighed about 110 pounds as I hiked the roughly 2 miles and 800 vertical feet up to my truck and camp. I took it slowly and enjoyed every minute of it, making it back to my truck just before dark.


It's hard to imagine a more full-value hunt. I had several close encounters, many learning experiences, and it took four of the four-and-a-half days I had to hunt. I was also fortunate enough to harvest one of the largest bucks I saw during my hunt, and I must admit, the velvet on the antlers is pretty cool.